this is my mess

this is where I work. this is my disaster. this is where I feel comfortable. this is where my life is. this is where I want to be. it is home. it is love. this is living. this is sacrifice. this is ambition. this is friendship. this is passion. this is obscene.


this is what it is. this is so much more.

motivation

Despite the fact that I was hung over and tired as shit... I managed to get my ass in the studio. And. It.was.amazing. I had the best painting day that I have had in a long time. It was non-stop art making for hours.. and I feel inspired. What a feeling. Now I remember why I put myself through this torture of being an artist, being poor, and paying too much for school.. Something must be working.